Tuesday, July 26, 2005


If I were an Emoticon

I had a terrible hangover this morning, slept and slept, moved downstairs and slept on the couch. It was hot all day. Lindsay and I set up the compost bin, so we will be composting soon. I have neve composted before, so I am excited. I guess.

Chris sat around all day, tippity typing, and I read some books about wedding planning. I get scared sometimes because I think, "what if we break up? what if he leaves me? what if it all falls apart? what if it's a big sham?"

Tomorrow I'm getting a tattoo. It will be my second one. I'm scared and nervous about that too.

I guess if I were to pick an emoticon it would be one that portrayed the emotions of scared and nervous.

I had this therapist a while back, and he was really good at what he did. I'd confess all of my fears about school, about relationships, and he would say "What would be the worst thing that could happen if ____?" It helped me a lot. Because even if things don't work out as planned, not working out is not all that completely terrible.

Tomorrow is a big day, so I'm going to drink some water and get into bed. Read some John Dos Passos.

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