PickledCherub

Lately I've been feeling rather distant from most everyone and everything. Also, a bit of unease about my place in the world. I think it's because I sense my place in the world shifting ever so slightly, like being in a tiny earthquake and not knowing it. The center shifts. I feel like I don't quite fit in the way I used to. My response to this has been to be extremely friendly to strangers, people I pass on the street, customers, and a bit cooler to people I know. It's by no means intentional, but I notice it when it's happening. Ah, well.

Last night I had a dream that I haven't had in a long time--the setting was familiar, a train station, in Manhattan and sort of in France. A combo pack. I was pregnant--very--and trying to get home to my dad's house. My brother in law was trying to stop me, he was upset that I was pregnant. My dad was in it. I kept changing locations from Connecticut to Long Island to Manhattan to France.

It was one of those dreams that I woke up part-way through and went back to sleep to keep on going. Katy said that when you dream of being pregnant it means that some change in your body is going to happen.

On a happier note, I have a very good mix of "I'm on Fire" now. About time.